This is who I am:
A woman, once a girl, that has always been seeking for the purpose and meaning of life. A mother, a daughter, a sister, a friend, a somatic therapist, a hospitality girl – all of that is me, but most of all I am the bride of Christ….. – in his love I can be the best verson of all the hats I am wearing, constantly choosing Joy, trusting him to give me the crown of life at the end of my journey, and to keep the peace that he is giving me in all of life’s ups and downs, embracing fully all that is part of the here and now. Amazed at his deep deep love for me.
When I was 10 or 11, I realized that what I saw, or understood life to be at that time, could not be all there was. Because if it was, then it was merely being a human doing, fulfilling the demands of physical existence. It was not what I wanted.
Deep inside I knew, there had to be more. And I studied so many things, I read books on astrology, on numerology, the paths of reincarnation and karma. Fiction of many genres. And through it all my horizon expanded, and the puzzle pieces were connected one by one.
All I read seemed valid to some extend, but I still continued to dig deeper, as it did not satisfy my soul/all of me. The biggest piece was still missing.
Having been brought up Lutheran, I always believed in God the Father, Jesus Christ and the Holy Ghost, the crucifixion, resurrection and ascension to Heaven.
Yet it wasn’t until I met Jesus face to face, that I truly awakened to the Spirit of the Lord. But when I met him, and that is coming up 30 years in July 2016, when Amy Grant’s music reached my spirit and connected me with his songs and words of love, life had new meaning, and my search continued, until today, where I know him as my beloved, the one, who will always come through for me, no matter the circumstance, I find myself in him. Christ, my one and only forever and ever. Christ the one, whom my soul loves.
Finally my wildest dreams were coming true, there was another dimension at my fingertips.
The last almost 8 years, I have been blogging about my walk with Christ, and how he has grown me up, not only in his word, but in showing me his design of this physical plane of ours, we call earth, and has molded me more and more into his likeness, made me a grown up member in Gods family.
Feel free to check out my previous blogs, I have published in blogspot, and WordPress:
The most recent ones are:
It’s Harvest Time
Return to Paradise,
Heaven Now and Forever,
In his presence forevermore,
In his peace 4 ever (WordPress).
My first blog on blogspot.com was:
Upclose and personal,
Yielding to the Spirit,
Happily Ever After,
together we are strong.
The last three are:
Heaven now and forever,
Return to Paradise.
‘It’s Harvest Time’ is being published on both sites.
I am stunned and grateful for the tremendous privilege I have received. Thank you Jesus, for letting my see clearly. God has been so good to me.
And even now, that my mommy has just changed her residency to Paradise. I am grateful. She is back with Jesus, in Heaven, back to where it all began, where the cycle won’t be broken, until all God’s children will have returned to Eternity. To be One with God.
Today I saw her standing tall and upright, showered in a white light. It was a beautiful sight to behold.
I hope you follow me on this next leg of my journey with Christ. It’s great fun. He never fails to surprise me. He always gives me the answers I need. He always leads me beside still waters and gives me rest. He is simply the best. And then he takes me on the next roller coaster ride, through the next adventure, or challenge. Each new one finds me, having reached another level of trust in him. It’s an amazing ride, with him at the wheel. I am allowed to rest against his shoulder and know that we’ll get through all we face safely. He truly is my rock. I love him so.
Grateful indeed – let’s get together in paradise and enjoy harvest time forever.